It’s a late Friday night and I’m still awake and finally remembered my password for this blog. It’s been ages. Make it months since I’ve said anything but to be honest this past few months has been one of the most stressful, busy and time-taxing periods of my life. In the past, I have no doubt that I would have had more energy to deal with everything that has happened but certainly not the experience or the patience. I do feel older and less energetic than I used to but I’m happy to have gone through what I’ve gone through. Work has been so challenging. I look back sometimes and wonder how on Earth we did it? For two people to be able to go through the amount of volume of work that our shop entails is honestly pretty amazing. I’m constantly reminded of that by some of our closer customers and by other competing shops that do about half the volume with 4 times the staff. It’s safe to say the business is very proffitable and that we’ve really built up a great reputation over the past 18 months but clearly we have to figure out a) how to sustain this and b)what do we do or change in order to grow? I’m not even sure which way to go. We’ve dabbled with making our own products and actually luanched our first test-run product (a fire extinguisher kit) that we’ve already sold 25 units. Now these are very niche products but it was a good test bed for how things will go should we do higher cost/production items in the future, which I honestly feel we need to do.
My mum was here for Xmas and the New Year and I was really happy she came. I feel I’ve matured more and more and our relationship has only gotten better as a result. She’s more understanding of my ways in terms of diving into work and obsessing. She’s always been very supportive of whatever I have chosen to do but sometimes our communication has been so poor that neither of us really sees what needs to be seen. Happily I think that stuff is in the past but I only wish I was a more patient person. Dealing with these shady vendors, strange clients and other small-business related beaurocracy has made me so short and snappy that I wish I could go back to being somewhat “chilled out”. The trouble is I have to be all “tough” and ready to go to war on a daily basis that taking the armor off is so hard to do.
Joan’s been accepted to USC so she is going to pursue her movie “thang” and I’m happy that I’m able to support her. She supported me to get me started with this Car stuff and even before that supported me with my Computer crap. She’s been a rock. Always has and always will. I’m going to miss her as she’ll be spending 10 weeks (mostly in LA) away from home and coming back on weekends but I know it’s worth it to her. It seems like she’s always away these days for one reason or another, right now her sister donated a kidney so she’s been gone virtually for 3 weeks supporting her and helpind where she can. Somehow though she managed to come through and prepare the company taxes for us. She never ceases to amaze me. She just knows how to do just about anything… It’s such a relief that shit is over with for 2005. Next up is 2006…
It’s her birthday tomorrow and I’ve bought her a few things. Some diamond ear-rings, that screw, yes you heard that right, screw-in so that she doesn’t LOOSE them anymore! Clutz! I got the company to buy her a nice PC for her office upstairs (at the shop) and that was a big thing for me. In 1997 her company, Mango Grits, bought me a Laptop at one of my lowest points after I had been screwed over by Voodoo Extreme. That laptop enabled me to continue and start up my own web site, which I then subsequently sold for a few million. The way she did it and without question, when she didn’t really have the money was something that I’ve always wanted to one day do in return. I’m hoping that by getting her set up with a new PC for editing/video and other stuff that she’ll get her script going and just generally use her office upstairs.
Anyways that’s it for now. It’s almost 4am here and I’ve had about 4-5 hours sleep at the most now for days on end so I’d better hit the sack and try and find the time to update this blog daily or else… I find it hard enough to write my stupid column for CPU magazine these days let alone spend all of 5 minutes per day doing this.